Today I woke up on the highest cloud ever
With dreams, goals and plans to somehow achieve
Yet I dropped so low that all these were a never
Now I lay down only wanting to grieve
A whole year has simply past me by
Reality somehow hits me and the dreams disappear
When once upon a time I really thought I could fly.
Now I lay here and nothing is so clear.
What is the method to translate dreams to reality.
Someone please tell me because I dont know how
I am stuck in a phase of some form of abnormality
A state I should no longer let myself allow
Time is essential and not to be wasted
Depression seems to be the very one thief of my time
Always laying down as though one who is sedated
My mind being the one partner committing this crime
Scrolling month after month through what others have succeeded
And not knowing how to get up from this bed that I lay
All the while feeling that in this life I’ve receded
In a bed of pain, unknown anger and dismay
Held down so tight by the chains in my head
Not a clue on how I became a prisoner of me
I sleep, eat and fake it away instead
Honestly just looking to be truly set free.